Disillusioned.

I’ve got an unprecedented mood swing tonight.
I’m totally pissed off.
How could I fail to see that I’m actually making a fool out of myself.

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Illusions commend themselves to us because they save us pain and allow us to enjoy pleasure instead. We must therefore accept it without complaint when they sometimes collide with a bit of reality against which they are dashed to pieces. ~Sigmund Freud